In general, my life has been OK. Although, for the past few months it’s been less then OK and then OK and then less then OK. Sunday was one of the worst days I’ve had. I’ve cried twice this weekend.

To top it off, I almost ended up with a car on my car’s hood this morning. I nearly avoided a car t-boning a truck in front of me and flipping backwards. I called 911 freaking out. Other’s helped get the people out of the car that was flipped over. There was a baby in a car seat they pulled out. Thankfully, I think everyone was OK for the most part as everyone was able to clear both cars on their own two legs. It was erie the baby wasn’t crying. I went over to look and it appeared to be OK.

It all happened so fast and that sound of cars crunching together, the metal, is just spine tingley. I’ve never been that close to a wreck that severe. It just makes me think about stuff like how it happened, all the things that had to be in place for me to even be there and how I drive. I drive kinda shitty but things like this tend to want to change you for the better.

I don’t feel like working. So far, I have no work to do either so I guess I’m OK for now. I’m just not in a really great mood.

It was rather filled with a lot of emotion and feelings.  My girlfriend and I had one of those talks about the relationship and our future together.  It’s been kinda down between us for quite some time.  I’m hoping though, after this weekend, things will be on the up.

I got paid recently, yay!  I made it to the bike store and purchased 2 new tires, 3 intertubes (1 spare to ride with), chain oil and a portable air pump.  Total cost, $80 yikes   If that wasn’t enough, I bought a new pair of running shoes to work out in… $70 :O and then another pair of flip-flops to replace my older (going to be transfered to the gym and be my shower shoes) ones at *blink* $10.  I’m broke lol, yay! and I don’t get paid until the 25th.  Kinda sucks because I still have another $120 in gas to buy this month

Speaking of gas, it sucks.  I drive 70-75 miles round trip to work 5 days a week.  Thank heavens I bought a Mazda 3 but even with its good gas mileage, I still have to fill it up 6-7 times a month at rougly $30 a pop.  I’m so sick over the rising gasoline prices. 

Danielle and I went to the movies yesterday and watched <em>The Guardian</em>.  Kevin Costner and Ashton Kutcher were the leads.  It was a really great movie.  It was like almost 2.5 hours long but it just went by so fast.  I got right into it and it almost made me cry towards the end

It’s been a relatively quiet weekend if you ignore the 5 dogs we have in the house right now lol.  2 of the dogs are Danielle’s, 1 is Tori’s and the other 2 came with Danielle’s mom who stayed with us this weekend.  1 lab/chow mix, 1 dalmation/boxer or lab mix, 1 pomeranian, 1 begal and 1 skiperkee.  It really is like having kids!